Last week's post on my budget caused a heated debate online.
People were mad that I didn't spend more, mad that they couldn't spend as little, or mad that I even posted it.
I got a lot of “must be nice” comments. Those are my fav. Turns out, people get mad about anything.
I'd be lying if I said I brushed these comments off and moved on. Cause I didn't.
I'm going through so much in my personal life that any little thing has an impact on me, but I'm happy all of this built up because I realized I need to ask for help before letting things get so tough.
I also learned that I need to manage my stress and overall wellness a lot better.
I shared on Instagram about all the hate I was getting on my budget and how I was really surprised. I left IG and came back a few hours later to an insane number of messages in my DM's. I was flooded with stories from other creators getting hate mail and threatening emails on a regular basis.
This led me to create this post, but I want to be completely transparent.
I'm still working on dealing with hate mail. Some of it sucks, some of it makes me laugh, but this has also been an eye-opening experience.
Here are 5 things to do to deal with hate.
1. Focus on compassion.
Most people who write you hateful letters and comments are dealing with some deeply rooted stuff that is making them act this way.
Think about it this way – someone happy, positive, and grateful isn't usually the type of person writing hate mail or writing negative comments all the time.
When I get hate mail, I focus on compassion first. I never wish bad on people who are trying to beat me down – that just puts me on their same level and stirs up even more negativity inside.
If I respond, I respond positively. I don't feed into their negativity.
2. Focus on the good
I've never bullied someone online, and most of you probably haven't, either. Most of us don't like to beat others down for fun, but the mean comments are always louder than the nice ones.
For every mean comment I get, there are many good ones. When I get really nice thoughtful emails and comments, I like to screenshot them and put them in a separate folder.
I love to look back on these from time to time so I'm spending time focusing on how great this community is.
3. Don't feed into the conversation.
Most people will say mean things behind a computer, but they'd never say it to your face. People gain strength and courage when they're behind a computer, why that is, I don't know.
It's most likely because they know they won't face any consequences for their actions.
Misery loves company.
4. Accept criticism.
There's a big difference between hate and constructive criticism. I love getting real, helpful criticism from my readers and community.
For example, some of my readers have told me it'd be more helpful if I attached links to certain things, use font that is easier to read, etc. I love this.
My readers tell me what they'd like to see more of, what they'd like to see less of, etc. This is great.
But when someone tells you that you should kill yourself or they hope your dogs/babies die, that's a whole different story. This isn't constructive criticism. This is pure hate coming from a really sad person.
5. Laugh it off.
The day after a bunch of people went off on me because I don't spend more – I actually laughed a bit because it was so ludicrous.
Though I don't read comments anymore (or at least try my best, sometimes people tag me in posts), I did see a few comments in my recent Forbes article on how I earned $80,000 while in my senior year of college.
For the most part, people didn't believe it or said pervy stuff. It's all good because I'm the one that made the money – and know that I did it.
Online creators get hated on for the craziest things.
In fact, there are hundreds and hundreds of videos online of people laughing at hate comments.
And if you're reading this post because you're getting hate on your blog or YouTube channel, I recommend watching this video. Because it has me rolling on the ground right now and it might give you a smile, too.
If you're a hater:
This is for you, the person who spends their free time as a keyboard warrior. Online creators are real people who have feelings.
But beyond knowing that, you may need professional help. There may be something rooted in childhood that happened and you use hate as a way of coping with things.
I've always wanted this blog and community to be a safe place for people to come to, but as things grow and expand, I realize that this means new people will read this blog, send me hate mail, and bully others in this community.
I've never been a keyboard warrior, never felt the need to send someone hate mail or bully someone online, but I do my best to see where these people are coming from and how to move on.
If you have Netflix, I HIGHLY encourage watching Brene Brown: The Call To Courage. I was actually in tears from this. If you're dealing with hate, this is a must-watch.
Last week, I realized I hold back from this blog. I only give 50% of me because I'm scared of offending one of you. You guys are getting the Alexis lite version.
I'm constantly walking on eggshells because I don't want to piss anyone off. Then I realized…People get pissed off at anything. So what's the point of trying so hard?
In other news, I'm excited to start being more vulnerable with all of you. I've really held back with even showing my face in video online or doing interviews, but I'm also done with being worried about the negative things people have to say.
Because there will always be a negative nancy around.
And this past month has really shown me that for the most part, this community is amazing. I've said this before and I'll say it again – I really feel like I'm developing genuine friendships with many of you online. I'd love to meet you guys in person one day.
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How do you deal with hate as an online creator?